One of those days
Posted on June 30th, 2006 by uruloki
As it tends to do, life has settled into that not-so-wonderful “just another day” rythm. It’s odd, you’d think it wouldn’t happen here, but it does. I find myself doing the same thing I did back at home, which is falling into the negative thought spiral of not knowing what I want. I hate it. I do have some random thoughts percolating in the back my mind, we’ll see if I translate them into actual words whether on paper or pixels I can’t say. Maybe one day I’ll be satisfied.
Maybe not.
In the meantime, I find articles on things I’m interested in and read gigantic link trails instead of thinking. Good to know my bad habits haven’t changed.
I’ve been saying that for 14 years. Those times are the 10% that I don’t say the right thing according to Dis.
I know how you feel, but I keep going. I’ve weathered those 14 years and the past 4 in the US as best I can with only one support for the majority of that time. You know who I am talking about so I don’t have to preach to ya. With out Him I wouldn’t be here today, and many lives would never have seen my little light.
I couldn’t tell you if my life has made a difference, most times it just seems like a waste of resources; I repeatedly wipe on the boss and never seem to learn from the mistakes. But I know the rules of the game and [Eternal Peace] is not in my loot table atm.
Keep going Uru, many hearts would break if your light was suddenly not there anymore. I love you.
yah i know how you feel, kind of, i know what i want to do, but it is a bitch waiting for it!!
all i know is that i want my woman in the same country as myslf and just one job and no SCHOOL
In a few years, my kids will be grown and I’ll be back to trying to figure out what I am supposed to do; because quite honestly, my whole life is dictated by my idea of what a good mother should be. My ideals often keep me from things/people that I would enjoy. When my kids no longer need me, I’ll join you in that spiral of yours. For now though, remember that it’s human nature that we’re never satisified and always want more. You just have to work on what are good things to want and what are bad things.
That pic = bad thing.
Night elf priestess = good thing.